space soul

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space soul



    Look at me

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    عدد المساهمات : 29
    تاريخ التسجيل : 17/09/2011
    العمر : 27

    Look at me  Empty Look at me

    مُساهمة من طرف devil jin الثلاثاء سبتمبر 27, 2011 2:42 am

    What can I say?
    You all have had your say?
    So what do you want me to say?
    So,
    I said noting at all,
    That day,

    Here I am,
    In this stagnating way,
    Of neither here,
    Or,
    Neither there,
    Just letting you all,
    Have your say,

    Saying what you all wanted to say,
    From a time when,
    You all could not say noting at all,
    Because back then,
    You and yours depended on,
    The accounts received and reveiving,
    You still are,
    On accounts with a ****,
    That you waited untill,
    All accounts were turned over,
    And put in your ****,
    Even me,

    I gave up on that day,
    And guardians of useless care,
    On me and my issues,
    When,
    I awoke,
    And in another place,
    Yet,
    Announced dead where I am from,
    From the injuries I occured,
    And assaults from them,
    And I,
    And others of care unknown to me,
    Astonished I survived the attack,

    So,
    Look at me,
    Older and wiser,
    Looking and seeing,
    What you really thought of me as,
    A cashing check?
    A piece of land you build on?
    A promoting dare of show and tell on me?
    A spouse you cheat on and with many?
    While I,
    Never there and spoke of elsewhere,
    Of,
    What even those around me,
    Cannot relate to,
    With what you and yours say of me,

    So,
    I stayed out of the picture,
    Within you picture of you life,
    Yet, always a **** on paper,
    Courts released me from any obligation,
    Of having to call myself such,
    With the title,
    Mrs,
    Afore it,
    Your ****,

    Now,
    Look at me,
    And here I be,
    Been treated just like,
    The rest of those people,
    That have been here too,
    And have lived here and gone,
    Some elsewhere,
    Some nowhere,
    And some unknown to all,
    Where they be,
    Today or any day,
    Yet,
    Recovered and discovered,
    Of,
    What you are,
    And all those too,
    That run and get with you,

    So [url=http://iraq-here.com/vb/showthread.php?t=71001]look [/url]at me,
    And [url=http://iraq-here.com/vb/showthread.php?t=71001]look [/url]again,
    Do you see the piercing stares,
    I stare at you,
    When I see you?
    Doing what you do,
    In lies and deceits,
    With,
    All that gather and agree with you,
    For,
    You still hold what you treasure,
    All of what belongs to another,
    Then you call what is and of,
    Your so called nearest and dearest friends,
    And the memory,
    Of,
    Your dearest old lady,
    The mother of your children,

    While I,
    Look at you,
    Like the rest,
    That are ghosts,
    Ghosts,
    Of your past,
    With your memories of your past,
    Where once when you were,
    Attached to me,
    But back then,
    When you walked out on me,
    The moment you walked out the door,
    They walked in that same door,
    Did what they did to me,
    And as a result,
    I,
    Was,
    Left,
    For,
    Dead,

    Till,
    An unknown to me,
    Picked me up,
    Fixed me as best he could,
    And then set me free,
    Now,
    Look at me,
    See why I am so,
    Could not care less or more,
    Of what you and all with you say,
    Say of me,
    How can I?
    When you never did care for me,
    It was all over money and land,

    Now,
    I care for me,
    Learning what he taught me,
    Using it to help me,
    And any I care to help,
    So,
    You see,
    You could never be that man,
    That took me away,
    And made me better,
    So,
    When I awoke,
    I knew there and then,
    I was just what was,
    A **** with an account,
    Of what was before me,
    In Fathers and Sons,
    Only difference,
    I survived,
    They did'nt,

    Because of,
    That man,
    I do adore,
    Like all the rest,
    He has helped,
    And still is,
    The man,
    We now,
    All adore,
    A scientific doctor,
    Of many cures,
    That knows the hidden secrets,
    Of even governements,
    That disregard,
    Their own people,
    Of civilisation and natives,
    Of this placement,

    For that man,
    And all that work for him,
    That rescues people,
    That have been used,
    Exploited and abused,
    Just like those that did,
    All that to me,
    That time when you,
    Walk out on me,
    And then they all,
    Went in on me,
    And did do that,
    That was all done to me,
    The so called wife,
    As revenge to you,

    Look at me,
    What do you see?
    Or do you forget,
    When you walk out on me,
    And ran to her,
    So,
    When they came in on me,
    To take out on you,
    What they tought then,
    Was everthing to you,
    Me?

    How wrong were they,
    And how wrong was I,
    Way back then,
    When I was so young,
    And you,
    Still the same,
    Look at me,
    Today,
    Still me,
    And you?
    Still you,
    Will you ever learn?

    Or,
    Is it all about money?
    Then,
    Will you please,
    Take it out on another,
    For I am me,
    And you are you,
    So what you do,
    Be very careful,
    And if you cant be?
    Then elect yourself,
    And what you are with,
    For when they come again,
    To take it out,
    As revenge on you,
    On what did to them,
    And not me or my own!
    Whether yours or not!


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